Sammie Marie

Sorry.

Fri, 19 Dec 2003 23:20:13 GMT

I have a new livejournal.
<3

i_dream_robotic
add it. pleasseee

Could we stomp around your back yard And wreck our clothes in the mud?

Thu, 18 Dec 2003 03:22:33 GMT

I had this nice entry typed out. Explaining my deepest thoughts, but my computer has a severe hate for me.

What was I ever... ughh... eww.

My thoughts have been prodigiously tranquil these days.
simplicity at it's best.

He is so extraordinary.
I've never ever even dreamed about a boy this wonderful.

Tue, 16 Dec 2003 23:22:39 GMT

awLFADJSKLDFAS
I'm so angry right now.

Even suburbs would be o.k. With you between my sheets And the breeze in the window

Sat, 13 Dec 2003 00:39:51 GMT

The thoughts I catch myself with make me wander if it is acceptable; if I am doing everything accurately. The clouds outside remind me of the notes I hear around this time. Like a cold melody.
What Will I be doing in another year? The same thing I am doing now? My veins keep pounding and I'm not concentrating. I wander what next week will bring. I have these dreams, where I see him. So subtle and sweet, like always. Never a negative tone. This is the happiest december I have seen in years, and I thank everyone who has contributed to it. People in this town are not appreciated enough. The ones who are worthy don't get noticed. It shouldn't, be expected of one to be so kind.
My head hurts so bad my heart beats so fast. This is part of being human, Right? This is the price we pay for being at the top of the food chain. I refuse to live by that.

Oh god.
I have caught myself rambling once again.

Fri, 12 Dec 2003 02:16:43 GMT

What a day. It was okay i suppose.
It's RAINING. hah.
I love the rain, except how it makes the streets all slippery, thats no fun.
I really don't feel all that well today, plus I miss kirk. I guess thats the main thing.
My mind kept drifting off about other things during school, i don't know why. I just can't concentrate.

but honey, I'm not who you think I am

Thu, 11 Dec 2003 01:17:49 GMT

Kirk is sweeter and prettier than me. I love him <3

Hmm Today was a good day I suppose. Nothing horrible happened, and nothing wonderful happened. Just another day.
I don't know where my mother is though.
She isnt answering her Cell phone ugh.

<3

Tue, 09 Dec 2003 23:15:29 GMT

Eww Homework.
I wish I could wake up tomorrow morning to find all of my homework completed correctly.
Today has been a really good day.
All these good thoughts and feelings compiled into one lucky Human. I have never felt more safe in my life considering the circumstances. All these people, I can not thank enough.
Oh and Angie... she is such a sweetheart. I'm thankful for people like her. The kind of people who are there for you when needed most and the weird thing is, I barely know her.
Such a beautiful life I have.
Las Vegas gives me hope on days like these. As much as I claimed to hate this God forsaken town, I couldn't imagine being anywhere else.

I must confess, I'm glad to see it go

Tue, 09 Dec 2003 01:44:37 GMT

Haha I love how Christopher hates me now. Oh and I also love how immature people I don't know 'IM' me and blame/accuse me of things Seriously people. GROW UP. Tell your mother fucking fanclub to leave me the fuck alone chris. I dont have the time nor patience for that crap.
Mk?
thanx

I'm feeling more relaxed and good about things today.
Rosezena is really comforting.
My house is freezing and I swear my finger tips are about to freeze off. :D
I wish Kirk were here!
Note: We have been together for a month.

HAHA my mother just asked me what Pimp juice is.
Shes so cute
<3

Mon, 08 Dec 2003 04:34:44 GMT

I have so many people willing to help me.
I know who my true friends are.

Sun, 07 Dec 2003 19:53:44 GMT

Intersting, fun weekend so you could say.
Friday I spent the night at Kirks place. Wow my mom let me! He is one of the most amazing people I know. I don't think I could find someone who could possibly make me any happier (well besides jenn but shes a girl! :D) I don't know what he does or how he does it but he makes me feel so good about everything.
Went home saturday got my car registered, went to work with my mommy than came home, took a shower and went out to the lake with jenn and kirk.
Oh how I love them!
Oh and i met Amanda aswell... shes a sweetheart.

This is all new to me, Weird scares going around this weekend but I will get everything straightend out. I swear I'll be fine.

I'll live without you

Wed, 03 Dec 2003 23:38:18 GMT

I love how people re-act to things these days. I used to be so soft hearted like them and now my skin is a little thicker from previous events in my life. Those things may have been hard and hurtful, but I would't change them for the world because than I would still be walking around oblivious. Things that I would usually dwell on mean nothing to me. Although I still have a heart and I know how to love more than ever. I'm probably not making any sence to you, which is okay because most of you probably arent even reading this.
<3

You know what else I love...
How kirk is so amazing and sweet.
How he makes me smile
and how you dont have a chance with him =D

Lately my days have just been kind of running all together in a big mess.
The only things that stand-out is seeing Kirk and/or Jenn. It's all I have to look forward to and you know what? I'm perfectly happy and content with it being that way.

I love my life seriously.
It rocks.

Mon, 01 Dec 2003 14:21:11 GMT

I always sleep so well after talking to kirk

Sun, 30 Nov 2003 22:59:39 GMT

whoaa okay so family came in town and my boyfriend stayed with me while they were here... so here are the pictures.
(i look like a cow in these... im going on a diet)

my boyfriend is so cute when his mid-drift is showing bahah oh wait he is cute all the time. I love him

Sun, 30 Nov 2003 03:54:25 GMT

transmission interrupt this is a language i can't understand the new synthetic is machine and man now is time for an old world end the broadcast is corrupt this machine is far too human yet the signal still remains promise me we'll never breathe as part of this machine this machine is far too human yet the circuit still remains.

I'm in love.

Sat, 29 Nov 2003 05:13:00 GMT

It's strange seeing people grown and matured.

Use me, come on and use me

Sat, 29 Nov 2003 04:16:39 GMT

Our breathing has got to loud
Show me the bedroom floor
Show me the bathroom mirror
We are talking this way to slow
take me away from here

Tuesday:
1.My sister and nephew arrive
2.Saw reggie and the full effect with Kirk <3
3. Kidnapped Kirk
4. DAMMIT JR.

Wendsday:
1. Woke up next to Kirk
2. Went to the fashion show mall
3. Went to dinner

Thursday:
1. Woke up next to kirk <3
2. Cleaned up my house
3. Went out to dinner with family
4. Parents came home
5. Hung out with Jenn

Friday:
1. Woke up next to kirk <3
2. Said bye to my sister ( HAHA)
3. Watched Tv with Kirk
4. Kirk left :(

That was the past four days in a nut shell

By the way Kirk and I are fate.
I just found out His dad was my moms biology professer for two years
Plus when I was real little my mom and I were in Canada and ran into him and his family and while they were talking I played with Kirk on the swings. thats what my mommy said. So now she adores Kirk

Tue, 25 Nov 2003 23:43:31 GMT

Its cute how kirk and I can share clothes.
And when he struts around with my scarf and handbag
yeah thats adorable.
I get to see him tonight
I miss him <3

december killed the best of me

Tue, 25 Nov 2003 06:55:34 GMT

I deleted all my entries up till october starting from feburary. I have a new life now. I guess you could say. I would rather not dwell on old things. Old dreams that never came through, things I thought I needed but clearly couldnt handle. And to blind to understand, that it wasent what I wanted. I was just being selfish and lonely.
I have what i want now.
I have everything I could possibly ask for. Friends, a lover, and happienss.
If I offended any of you, I am sorry. It's not that I want to forget all the good memories I have shared with any of you, I'm just starting off fresh. And trying to forget bad memories, and pretend like they never happened. Besides I dont want to upset others and cause them drama
Understandable right?

But now I must be off to dreamland
Its weird and uncomfortable not sleeping with kirk and waking up alone.

!!!! Jenn rockssss

Tue, 25 Nov 2003 04:18:15 GMT

Everybody add oh_her_horror to your friends list. NOW
because she rocks it.

!!!

Sun, 23 Nov 2003 06:13:27 GMT

Yesterday Danielle and I went over to kirks house and spent the night. Kirk and I are cute. Kirks friends are seriously awesome just like him. Kirk and milkshakes are the best things ever. No doubt about it.
It's so cold outside. I love sweater weather, even if I am freezing.

I seriously can not wait for my sisters arrival. I haven't seen her in so long.

Thu, 20 Nov 2003 15:00:56 GMT

WHoaaa its almost friday.

I miss kirk :(

!!

Wed, 19 Nov 2003 03:00:10 GMT

Whoaa picturesss

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Mon, 17 Nov 2003 01:14:50 GMT

Kirk is wonderful.
We have fun together
and sleeping alone tonight wont be the same.

Thu, 13 Nov 2003 03:57:43 GMT

Kirk makes me happy.

Wed, 12 Nov 2003 00:31:18 GMT

man.